i cry
but who will see my tears
and comfort me?

right.
i failed math and chinese.
she called my mum. expected.

straight to the point.
im at my wits end. i dont want to go to school a zombie tomorrow. but i have to finish the explanation. i know i can't finish it. so might as well come here. it's almost midnight. i'm confirmed a zombie tomorrow. just like today.
i'll never forget that
you asked me to choose.
i chose
yet you gave an excuse that you should do the one that i chose.
in the end
i got what i didnt want
so what's the point of asking me to choose if you already had that in mind in the first place?
i want to sleep.
you get to sleep so early everyday
now i know why.
i want a chance to sleep at 10.30
everyday its always earliest 11
i want to sleep
yet i cant
because you made me do the explanation
i have nothing more to say to you.


i cry
yet no one will ever see my tears
nor comfort me.
ever.

ee art is killing me =/ although its simply searching for pics. yet search so long still cant find 15. eeeee.

another short post. hahaha

seriously. i think 1614 has a big problem.
and lack of a happy childhood.

ohwell, toobad.

short post. haha

whosoever criticises the chair we took so long to make today is gonna face my wrath.

hoho i bought a new pack of gummy bears
i am HAPPY (:

i love gummy bears.

and michelle, i am not sadistic.
cos i kill the bears very fast so they dont feel any pain.
and i don't bite off their heads.
although i know you do that (;

you know this is quite odd.
i was just hopping from blog to blog.
and ya i realised that quite a number of cliques have 7 people. and that's super weird. like why's 7 such a big number?
not to mention, our clique has 7 people too ._.
and their clique.
whoa...
and then sixuan has this seven of us thingy. thats scary.
ok maybe its not. /=
well it is, a bit.
hahaha spastic.

yeah so while bloghopping, i realised that most cliques have 7 people.
lol.

ok spastic finding. but ohwell :D
its surprising. i guess.

oh and chinny's clique has uh. around 7 people too. but sometimes sitong goes with them then becomes 8. but most of the time its 7
haha the number 7 is popular.
and om groups are groups of 7. WHOA!

i'm just bored.
and deprived of gummy bears.
gonna buy from katong mall later :D
<3 gummy bears

this is weird. ohwell.

i cant stand people who are mean to my friends.
especially not you.
irk i cant stand you.
i mean, she didnt even do anything to you. -.-
stupid.

i guess i was too uh. i dont know.
yeah.
but i totally regret quarrelling with you, chentian
i'm really really sorry.

someone's gotta say sorry to reconcile.
so i'll be the one.

i'm really sorry for blasting at you like that, chentian.
and im really really sorry for saying i wouldnt care about om anymore.
i just got really angry..
yeah and although i'm still angry at one person which is not you. or soohan. yeah. i'm still sorry about last night.
i guess the reason i got so angry was cos of that one person. because of her, i was demoralised. i just didnt want to face her criticisms anymore. and continuing to do om is sorta like risking myself for more criticisms from her.
i cant stand the way she keeps criticising the things i do. like the costume, the chair and stuff. like, i didnt do anything to her and she had to just criticise and criticise and criticise. what's your problem?!
whatever.
anyway, i'm going to louisa's house later. i'm definitely taking mrt. from kembangan. haha. okay. shall walk there.

GUMMY BEAR TIME!

anyway i just realised today that i really really have a lot in common with michelle. o.o rather freaky. but quite cool. in a way. maybe. dont know. haha. same reps, art on same day o.o, same blogskin, blah i dont know.


OUR PARADE WAS TODAY!
yay i think it was quite okay. although chinny said my squad was um. not uh. coordinated. ya.
nvm at least it was somewhat a success (:
:D
whoo then we did v-bom in which practically the whole school heard us. whoa.

yay i love guides :D
hahahaha whee!

k i shall go louisa's house now. byebye

FREAK.

IM PISSED.

IM NOT GONNA CARE ABOUT OM ANYMORE
AND THATS FINAL

YOU ALL CAN DO IT YOURSELVES

YEAH ITS NOT AN INDIVIDUAL WORK
BUT SO WHAT
I'LL FAIL.
WHO GIVES A CRAP.
I DONT.
DEFINITELY NOT ME.



argh. im in a mental wreck.
tomorrow's the parade and im not sure if i can march. thanks to wonderful beret. and this is getting me pissed.
oh and another thing is my mum. who is telling me like huogai about not being able to march. and she's pissed about the sewing. and then i polished my boots for so long and then i didnt study for zaoju.
seriously i dont give a crap about anything anymore.
im carefree.
i dont care about zaoju
or anything
especially not om.
im sick and tired of om.
you all never do listen to our suggestions. we suggest something, you criticise and reject. oh fine. but have we ever criticised your stuff? NO. did we criticise the backdrop? or the jewellery? or the staffs? NO. we didnt criticise ANYTHING. we just accepted it. and yet we bring the chair base to school, tell you our idea. AND YOU JUST DISMISS IT LIKE SOME PIECE OF DUST. do you realise how hard and exhausting it is to saw the wood? non-stop sawing for a full hour and more. and you all jollywell know that we arent exactly the strongest people.
i seriously cant stand it that we work so hard and our work is not appreciated. put yourselves in our shoes. would you like your hard work to be criticised and dismissed so easily?
what if we disagreed to everything you all suggested? what if we protested against every idea you all give and just let us have it our way? what if we found fault in everything you contributed? i'm not saying you did all this to us, but i'm just saying that if we did that to you, i'm sure you wouldnt like it.
if i quit om, you all will have 6 people. and the limit is 5-7 people. ya so you all can still do it. seriously, i'm sick and tired of being ordered around and stuff. i'm sick of having all our work criticised. i'm sick and tired of om. i hate om. i hate it forever.

if you dont appreciate what we do, FINE.
then we dont do ANYTHING
have it YOUR way.
do it YOUR own style.
then you'd all be HAPPY
and you wouldn't CRITICISE our work.
and everything will be PEACEFUL.
so om would be BETTER.
without ME in it.

SOOHAN should be the leader.
since she already acts like one.

hm. ok so today was 100% slack. like, i didnt touch my pencilcase the WHOLE DAY, apart from taking it out of my bag and putting it on my table, bringing it to art (where i did not use it) and then bring it back to my table and after school, putting it back into my bag. wow. i didnt use a single piece of my own stationery.
things i held for lessons today: softballs, bat, cones, clipboard, ms ong's pen which leaked -.- [pe], clay, canvas, rolling pin, wooden sticks, satay stick, bottle of squirtsquirt water, metal sharpy thing [art], a bowl, a spoon [recess], paintbrush, can of paint, ct's keys, cardboard [om], mouse, keyboard [it], my pe t-shirt [student investiture] yeah that's about it. pathetic. lol the only stationery i held was the leaky pen. o.o ohya. and the pen which i used to sign my name as ethel.
omgeez the geog file also hor. i used vic's black pen + correction tape and gail's pen + marker. ._. right.
and now i'm eating gummy bears again. (:
just now went out with gail, yannie and ethel. went to cine and then to taka and then to borders (:
i laughed like nuts when a leaf fell on gail's shoulder. ya, wow. laugh until i got a stomachache.

ohwell. tomorrow have zaoju. her blog says there's 69. garbage la i dont think its 69. but i'm gonna mug my brains out later. ):

ok its dinnertime. shucks.
just when i said hi to misslim.
garbage luh.

whoa *shock* atee's singing is so cool o.o

bianca, WHATEVER.

my gummies are running out. the pack was full of it when i turned on the com.
im chatting with louisa online now haha
discussing about later when i hop over to her house.

but first, im here to say something.
ohmygeez, your footdrill is baad. and you know it. yeah. so how can you tell people they arent very good if yours isnt good either? ok i guess thats all i have to say hahahah



RACHEL! jiayou! (: sorry about footdrill ): but on friday i promise promise promise that if im well enough, i will JIAYOU :D and i'll march smaller steps. and not shuffle. seriously, i need smaller boots.
and even though you might not see this, rachel, i'll do my best for the parade (: i hope i wont let you down :D
oh and the other commanders too (x
anna, huibin, meijiao, charis (:


haha a rather garbage post. but louisa is chasing me to get my butt off the com chair, change and get out of the house
im lazy man! RAWR!

um ok that was weird. i logged in to blogger and then the window went blank but before that i saw that they said "required fields cannot be left blank: Username, Password" blah something like that. and i refreshed the page. then i refreshed 3 times. still blank. then i retyped in the url blogger.com and i arrived at the dashboard. how weird is that?

anyway
YAY TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY!
IT IS A WEDNESDAY!
BUT, NOT A NORMAL WEDNESDAY!
IT IS WORLD THINKING DAY!
I WORE MY GUIDES U TO SCHOOL! (it was super hot ._.)
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY.......



I DIDNT GO FOR THIRD LANG!
WHOOOOOOOOO!


haha i ponned. sorryyy.
and now i have a headache. i was ok before i got on 67. after i got off, the headache arrived. luckily i didnt go for third lang. i'd have died of intense headache. arghh.
i'm going to louisa's house later. im lazy to go cos i've bathed and im so fresh and clean :D i shall leave at 4.45. then i'll reach at 5. cos it takes 10 mins by train and 5 mins to walk to the station. i'm gonna find out if i can take a bus. im lazy T_T

im eating gummy bears! NICE :D

anyway. about the chair we're gonna make.
im sorry if i sound mean, but im really quite angry about the chair...
and no offence ok? this is just what i think (:

you want us to take om as the most important thing in our life. but we can't. at least I can't. i can't because i KNOW it's not the most important thing in my life. there's tests and other projects, and homework and all that. and it's not like if we go to acs(i) for the nationals or colorado for the finals, we'll surely get into let's say, triple science. studies are what determines it. even if we fail om, we still can get into a good subj combi right? if we study hard, i mean. yeah but if we keep concentrating on om like this, i think our grades will deteriorate because i think we're being too focused on this. you may think that we're sort of slacking off, dragging datelines and all that, but do you realise that we constantly think about what we're supposed to do and stuff? i know you also keep focusing on om. now that your seat is so garbage-y, why don't you focus more on paying attention in class rather than writing down what the other members need to do about om? yeah, i'm the leader and im not very focused. i'll try to put in my best effort without letting my already-very-lousy results be affected. so if we really can't finish the chair by tomorrow, i'm really really sorry ok? we have a lot of other commitments. cca/piano(louisa)/3rdlang etc. yeah so we've really tried our best. we can't get wood so i guess we'll have to use other stuff.

sigh.
*eats more gummy bears*


im hungry.
should i leave now? nah. in half an hour. im lazy.

i think i failed my math test, chinese test and even my SPA. like what the. FAIL A SPA?! my 2x thingy turned DARK PINK while everyone else's turned a light pink. WHY?! i didn't do anything wrong. i put in 50 50. correct what. then why? im going to fail. fail fail fail.
and i lost 16 marks INSTANTLY for math test cos i don't know how to do. ms teng is so going to say "havent i thought you this before etcetc" i feel 101% shibai. even more than yesterday.
and chinese, i totally did NOT understand a word about the passage. not to mention, i was falling asleep. gail's bang on the table woke me up. THANKS GAIL! :D and then i wrote rubbish for all the answers. i was thinking of randomly writing numbers for the first section but i didnt. i sort of read it and answered. hope i won't fail. at least i could finish the paper. finish it with garbage answers. -.-

i am so dead. at least i didnt get very low for geog (: 15/20 quite good liao la :D but history.. wth. 5/12 so garbage. T_T and lang arts. hmm what did i get huh. i think... dont know, cant remember. i know it was crap. and now chinese, math and SPA are gonna be garbage too.


im just garbage luh.

gummy bears look really weird.
i feel sadistic, eating them
it's like eating bears. they're smiling at me. sigh.
it's salmon for dinner. again. heheheh.

no one's online. im bored. *eats gummy bears* so this is what it's like on a wednesday afternoon huh? but i like it (: FREEDOM! yeah.

louisa just called me. i told her i'm going to her house at 5. yepyep.

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING ON FRIDAY WITH ETHEL AND GAIL! xinyi says there might not be cca. cos of the parade in the morning. 6.30am report to school. torture T_T and i have a bad feeling about the parade. i was just thinking.. what if we run and then fall? wont the other people TRAMPLE you? eeks. i dont want to keluar baris and run. i dont want! i wish some people could just try their best to go with the timing. *arrows at yinghui* her reactions are like retarded la. so chidun. and she always turns the wrong way. AND SHE STEPPED ON MY BOOT YESTERDAY. WTH?

i just realised the gummy bears are sort of sugared. no wonder they're so sweet. nice (:
i craved for them yesterday. and my dad went to 7eleven to buy. (: gummy bears rock! i got addicted to them hehehe.

ohh and we had a mini feast during recess after SPA :D
we ate cheese twisties, cheezels, gummy earthworm (which i freaked ethel out with >:D), honeydew for me, watermelon for yannie, gailey and vic. gailey dripped it all over herself. yannie didnt drip. vic picked out ALL THE SEEDS O: and i was just sitting there eating. oh yeah, we ate kinder surprise too. (me and vic) and gail ate some chunky thing. is it? some blue wrapper chocolate. lol.

SUGARED GUMMY BEARS!

i seem to blog a lot when i'm free. haha but then there's a lot of homework. that's due long ago. shucks. anyway, i can't do my art cos i have no drawing block. i just realised when i looked at my whiteboard and saw ART hehehehe so funny. oh well.

i didnt get to eat guides cookies. but i ate a truffle. yup.
and i owe vic $2.55 is it? ya should be. the cheezels and the kindersurprise. oh i got a penguin toy thingy from kinder surprise. it's on my table. jean's in love with it. and so coincidental! i got penguins <3333 what a nice surprise hahahah :D vic got a doraemon what the =/ and xinyi got some hippo in a bottle prank thingy, which she gave to chentian.

we presented la today. what rubbish la. =/ xinyi said atticus as atticius. oh well it's over. and i was like stuttering can. what garbage.

ok i shall stop now. i blogged for 15 mins hahahaha.
shall go bloghopping ((:
or maybe i'll play pinball. huahuahua
rubbish games are fun (x


^{we greeted her today. she looked at us weirdly. but she was laughing :D love!}

Fall to Pieces

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you



<3youloads :D
rachel+yb :D
you rock truckloads :D

crap crap crap crap crap crap crap.
im so stupid
stupid stupid stupid.
i can't believe i said that.
i think she's going to hate me from now on.
now she's going to be biased against me.
she's going to like jiayu loads more than me.
why why why why
she's so nice.
so nice to me!
i cant believe im so dumb can
"white socks" WHAT THE HELL?
crap crap crap
i hope she still likes me

rachel T_T

ya so tmr im ponning 3rd lang. i dont want to go in my guides u can. sorry peeps.
aiya whatever.

and i feel 100% shibai and sad.
it's only 2 hours ++
and it's not like we've not done it before
we do it EVERY WEEK
what's so different about this week? it's all the same.
and yet today i couldnt tolerate it
i had to fall out and rest.
WHY WHY WHY
i feel so USELESS. irk irk irk


tomorrow have to go to school in guides uniform
would that be fun?
people are gonna stare.


RACHEL! T_T <3

^darnit.

woman. you shattered our happiness. you ruined the peace. you disrupted the harmony in our class.
because of you, i cried. jiangyue cried. eunice cried. and some other peeps pretended to cry but i know they were just mocking us. whatever.


i wish i had someone to comfort me when im down
to be there for me when i'm in need.

i find solace in my friends.
but now that you've taken them away from me, i'm never forgiving you.
you may say that it's not good for me. but think about it. my work, is reflected, on YOU. if i do badly, YOU are blamed. anyway, you're not a good teacher anyway.
so GO AWAY.

seriously, talking to miss lim makes me happy in a way
cos it's nice (:
she's nice.

seriously, today is not a good day.
i think i failed my jap test. i fell asleep during the listening. like really. and so i just wrote some crap. and well, i left a lot of blanks. stupid thing.
after that i got mysteriously separated from ky and shimin but we were reunited. whatever. then we kinda got cheated for the icecream we bought. what the.

anyway, in school
shirley caught me for my skirt. hello? are you BLIND, woman? soohan's skirt is obviously shorter than mine. and my skirt was like at my knee. >| crap you.
ya so anyway when i got back to class i folded it again. crap you shirley.
so we ate chips in class. loads of chips! emma's chips!
oh and in the end we didnt present our drama. WHAT GARBAGE.
ya so after that was mass dance. hahahahahahhahaha nvm shant elaborate.
and then it was math where we were all so happy. and the happiness turned into anger; hatred; sadness; whatever negative emotions luh. all thanks to mrhan. and then like, sunlao came in and i just got madder. seriously, i'd be better if mrhan said it. i mean, ya he did announce our seats. but if sunlao announced it instead, she's a dead duck. seriously. ya so now i'm right in the front. a seat away from gail. freak la. i want to sit with gail. i want back our original positions. now without gail, i see no point in bringing tommy nor my blue pencilcase. gail won't use my markers nor pens anymore. i'll miss that. i want to go back to our original seats.
and i need to get this out of my head.
sunhongmei, if you really think that by changing our seating positions, we'll bond better with our classmates, get to know each other, help each other in the aspect of our studies, you are WRONG. you're SO WRONG. and we are going to PROVE YOU WRONG. now that our cliques are entirely separated, don't you even realise that the cliques who hate each other [eg our clique and them] have to do groupwork together, the result will be rubbish. think about it. surely the clique members of those 2 cliques wouldnt want to work together. put yourself in our shoes, would you like it? and you keep trying to seem so sympathetic and all that, but in the end, what can you do? you can't even make an effort to alter our seats again. jiangyue fought till she cried. eunice fought till she cried. so many fought for the opportunity to return to our previous seats. but what can you do? you nod your head and say you understand, but do you really understand? NO, YOU DON'T don't think that our class is like other classes, where you can just change our seats and make us deal with it. no, we're not like that. you know very well how bad we can get, so why don't you make an effort to prevent us from getting to be the worst we can get? and you must be completely dumb to put the shortest person in class behind one of the tallest people in class. that's INSANE okay? and you are so biased. you put jasmine and cherie together. you put ethel and emma together. so many people you put together, yet you can't put the whole group together? seriously, what is wrong with you. you say that separating us is for our own good, but don't you realise that if we're seated together, we'd have a better influence on each other. sitting with us, yumi could concentrate. with cheryl, she couldnt. sitting with me, gail slept a lot less. with cherie and soohan, she slept everyday. sitting with ziyan, all of us has gotten somewhat more hardworking. sitting with jasmine made me just play the whole day. so you see, we help each other when in doubt. we guide each other along. we teach each other if we're not sure of something. we're good helpers to each other. you know so well that the class dislikes you. it's so obvious. unless you're blind. but you're not. your eyes are so sharp and you always spot me writing letters. oh wow. anyway, you already know that we dislike you, are you trying to make us dislike you even more? to the extent of hating you? no right? well, you brought it upon yourself. some things have limits, and i think that you're pushing our limits too far. there are certain things in this world that cannot be changed. no matter how much you try to change it, you can't. you can't change the fact that our class is like that, segregated and with substandard grades. sitting with each other will just improve our grades. and you've seen an improvement, haven't you? well, i have. so IN YOUR FACE, SUNLAO. watch us. we'll rebel.

hehehehehe i think she rocks loads (: (: (: (: (:
she's really really really really nice! :D
nvm if you don't know who i'm talking about.
one day i shall smile at her if i see her in school. (:
and i shall listen to her and talk more during patrol-y stuff (:
we're one big family! :D
<3333333333333333333 hibiscus :D


hahahaha this afternoon when i just came to school, it was so funny!
meiting tied my scarf. thankyou meiting! :D
yeah and so i went over to rayna and i punched her and said "yo!"
so she said "ow. yo!" and punched me too.
and so i replied with an "ow. yo!" and punched her again.
and she replied again with an "ow. yo!" and punched me.
and so we did that a lot a lot of times. and then evelyn came and i stopped punching her (: and then we went to assemble in our patrols. rachel wasnt there! ._.
so we went to the stadium yays. i sat with evelyn (: and then we read teenage magazine and kinda laughed at kelly's face. sorry XD!
ohh i like the indoor stadium. ya so we sat down. i sat in between cheryl and evelyn [: and then huibin was like diagonally behind me and i was gaping at her. eep. and she moved. but not cos of me luh. she went to sit with meijiao and charis. and yb was diagonally behind me too! wheeheeheeeheehee. XD! then they were like singing and singing. as in the guides people. ya. whoo. tsk. evelyn and cheryl are so un-enthu can. grawr. and cheryl doodled. and evelyn doodled. and i doodled. eeks. blahblah we did vbomb (is it spelt that way?) when nygg got gold for pna :D haha and ms ng who was sitting diagonally across with the scgs guides said she could hear us clearly from there :D
after the thingy we went back to the bus. sat with evelynnie again :D and sort of next to gaomin, hongling and olivia :D and then i was just looking at evelyn's sms and then gaomin was like "whoa body contact heh" =.= then i felt like peeing. XD!! then slacked and did nothing but complain about the boredom and then i forgot about my need to pee and then hongling reminded me. ._. so back at school we thanked everyone and then whatthefreak. the who and the who (who will not be named) were like "hey lets do what they did" and it was so irritating and unoriginal and i got pissed. like wth is wrong with you. seriously im hating you more and more. ya and after that my mum came and i hopped into the car and i showed jean fuzzy my penguin and she laughed. XD! and i think yb saw fuzzy too. fuzzy's famous! :D she says hi. XD!
nothing else happened from there.

yay guides rocks :D
i love batchmates! ok some. like evelyn, cheryl, yiwei, rayna :D!, zihui, sandy, etc haha sorry if your name's not mentioned. just to name a few la (:
no, jean apparently i don't like you. :D
and seniors rock! well, most (: like olivia, gaomin, hongling, rachel:D, shuning, yb!, claire, shuli, meiting, etc :D
ok enough about people who rock :D
GUIDES ROCKS! :D
kakakaka
although sometimes i can't stand footdrill ): cos imma weakling.

^{whoo! :D:D:D i'm HAPPY!}

ohmygeez.
today i was like just talking to evelyn. then i saw her la. then i started laughing. and then she saw me. and then she SMILED! actually it was kinda like laughing but nvm smiling is rather close to laughing isnt it? ((((: huahuahuahua!
AND I HAVE YET TO WRITE EVELYN'S, FAITH'S AND MICHELLE'S LETTERS! eeks.
and ct and sh are going to buy om materials tomorrow.
i might be going to louisa's house again. to do the chair! oh speaking of which, i have to tell ct something. cripes she's offline already. oh nevermind. if they objects or whatever to the chair we're gonna make, then we'll ask them to do it themselves. i kinda think that they keep rejecting our ideas and stuff. i dont know, we both feel that way. but i guess that's just how it is. but we shan't say anything. no conflicts, ya? (:
and OMGEEZ! he calls her darling. XD sorry.

ok today was not that bad a day. went to louisa's house to work on om. we're the most efficient group. yepyep.

oh and i was quite irritated by *certain people today. like what's your problem? would you sit with US? talk to US? eat with US? no right? then why do you insist on having a united class b'fast? it's just USELESS if even though we sit together, we're still split up into our own cliques and we talk to only our own friends. and i'm pretty sure you wouldnt talk to me isnt it. well i dont want to talk to you either.

omg i was like refreshing and refreshing my blog wondering why the post doesnt appear and then i realised i havent finished with the post. like, what the.

i got 2 letters today! i have 3 letters to reply tomorrow (: faith, evelyn, michelle. (:

ah global city really really made me pissed off. im sorry chentian, soohan and xinyi for being so attitude to you all ))): but seriously. global city's getting on my nerves. >|

k i shall stop le. i left my socks at louisa's house. like what the. >|
and i cant wait for b'fastbash with 7dwarves and not with the entire class. i think clique breakfast is so much better. because at least we are HAPPIER? something tells me that if you all ate with us as a class, you wouldnt like it either.

and i just want to try and ignore you all but seriously, as hard as i try i just cant. because you're all so annoying and sarcastic. and the way you keep rolling your eyes, i wont be surprised if you come to school cross-eyed. sorry but i really wont be surprised.


if we're happy on our own, just let us be. you're all happy on your own too. so if we're all happy then lets not bother each other and treat each other like strangers.
how strange. it seems like just recently i was best friends with you all. now we're like total strangers. having experienced being with and apart from you all has shown me what you really are. you're only nice to the people you hang out with. the rest, they're just like little unimportant specks of your life isnt it?



;[walk a mile in someone else's shoes]

wheee today went to j8. haha. but first, school.
today's supposedly my lucky day. 15th day of the month. :D dot's also. but let's not talk about her shall we (:
yeah so it's my lucky day haha and the horoscopey was right. well, kinda. at least sunlao's lesson was slacked and third lang was slack and the walk to j8 was freaking funny. kunhang! XD she rocks man XD k shall not elaborate (:
then j8! went to eat first. then after that when we all left, i got STUCK! i couldnt get out of the table there la. and then all of them were like walking off. and leaving me stuck there. according to ethel, she thought i was behind her. eeee so mean T_T haha but nvm. then we went to walk around. didnt buy anything until we reached action city. lol we all bought pigs. like ohmy la. so tomorrow (maybe), our mortals are all gonna get pigs. michelle, png lin, liting. XD!
ok im kinda getting super irritated right now. like SUPER irritated. i've kinda not been this irritated before. and to think the person i'm irritated with is my good friend. sigh, the things that happen. well if you try it on yourself you'll know how irritating it is ok? like, you're trying to do something and the window keeps popping up. wth?

whee art was a free period so we slacked (: vic was sleeping. ethel, yannie and i were listening to mp3. gail went for her competition. emma and louisa were slacking. yumi was writing who-knows-what. and rouying was studying O: the earphones kept dropping out of ziyan's and my ear! super funny la! XD

hahaha ok now the spotlight shall turn to vic. our dear old vic XD!
she fell asleep during free period la, yeah. so nearing the end of the period, we decided to have some fun with her. it all started with ziyan. she put her erasers on vic's arm which was sprawled over her own table. then i put some eraser dust. and then my eraser. and then ziyan put her lead boxes. and then i put ziyan's staple bullet box. and then to add the nice effect, i put my beloved tomato from michellepoh on top of her head. at first it dropped. then we put it back. then we were like TAKE PHOTO!! so ziyan took out her phone and snapped a shot of vic. then the tomato dropped again. so i put it back. and ethel and i posed behind vic, smiling like nuts (x then ziyan wanted to be in the photo so she asked emma to take a photo of all of us instead. after that, i decided to take away my tomato and put a packet of mamee on vic's head. we were going to take a photo. then unfortunately, the mamee dropped in front of vic's face and she woke up. then we showed her the many photos that we took XD she was like "omg!"
haha vic the funnyperson said she felt us doing weird stuff on her but didnt realise we did so much. XD!!! vic rocks!

oh and during lunch, i was doing my escalator thingy and ethel and i were fluctuating all around. JELLYFISH! yeah and then mabel they all were laughing their heads off. and they were like clapping for my escalator act can. so weird la! i mean, not as if it's super nice or anything! but nvm haha it was funny (x
and qian claims to have uploaded the cancan dance vids somewhere. but i can't seem to find it. nvm! shall ask her.

ahh the fun we have in class. YEAH MAN! XD
twotenners ROCK!

ah oops. what a long post. and it went outta box. or did it?

okay well... i'm sick and tired of all that's been going on.
this is entirely based on your own perspective whatsoever.
i mean, if you find them intimidating, then every move of theirs would seem scary to you. a simple smile could be interpreted as a smile full of evil.
if you find them irritating, then every move of theirs would seem irritating to you. and a mere smile may agitate you.
you see, it's just how you look at them.
if you just ignore them and all that, it would seem as if they're not bothering you or anything. just get on with your life. what's done has been done.
and it's freedom of speech. we say what we want. we voice our opinions and we speak our mind. it's our choice whether or not we choose to voice it all out loud. some people think it wise to keep their thoughts to themselves, but some may not. they might just want the whole world to know what they feel. or maybe they just want to let it all out. if you all feel offended by any bad remarks posted on anyone's blogs. and i don't deny posting them too. then i'm sorry, but it's our point of view.
seriously, as much as we dislike them, we just have to face the fact that it's another 7 months or so.
getting the entire class to be united as one humongous big clique is not possible. there will certainly be people disliked or liked in the class. nobody's perfect, but we'll just have to accept their flaws. although sometimes it may not be easy to do so, we just have to try. and if we really can't, then too bad.
they can stare at us and glare at us or whatever. but if you don't look back at them, you wouldn't know that they're staring or glaring isnt it? yeah so if we don't let them bother us, they won't. it'll be their business if they spent too much time bothering about us to study or whatever. no matter what, we still have to like, concentrate on our studies so that in future, we wouldn't end up in the same class as any of them because i know that's not what you want.
i know we're all afraid of them some way or another. i mean look at our reactions to their actions. they read what you wrote. so? what can they possibly do? they won't eat you or anything. and it's our thoughts. they can't alter our thoughts. so it's not our problem i guess.

but then again, our problem is them.
i think we should just ignore them. ignore whatever they do to us. because it's not worth getting worked up over.
i'm not siding anyone here. i mean of course i'd side who i'm closer with. and well, these people are some of my closest friends. i won't side with them. of course i won't. because they've done some unpleasant things. but i'll just ignore them and go on with my life.
yeah it's hard. i know that. but we gotta try.

wth. do you simply love to shatter people's lives and intrude into other people's blogs and stick your big fat nose into other people's affairs? will you just get a life and stop being so nosey and stupid. you irritant. i hate you.

ok it doesnt even take a blind person to realise that i've changed my layout.
it's making me hungry
and i'm starving

and where is my art?!?!?!?!?!

art, oh art.
where art thou, art?
appear before me, art.
come back to me, art.
i don't want to redo my art.
please please, art.
resurface right now, art.
i'm desperate, can't you see that, art?
please do not be gone forever, art.
i really need you, art.
why do you vanish during such an untimely period, art?
art, i need to complete you, art.
please, please art.
will you save me this once, art?
are you gone forever, art?
i hope i find your before 7.30, art.
i have 11 minutes to search for you art.
can you reappear in 11 minutes, art?
it would be most appreciated, dear art.
thank you, art
i hope that you will return safely to my arms, art.

ouch my eyes like totally hurt can.
and oh crap michelle's letter.
and ART. speaking of art, i lost my art. yay me. -.-
and math revision. CONCRETE STEPS. seriously, im getting a bit pissed off with math. it's kinda getting on my nerves. irkirkirk.

ok like whatever?
you don't deprive people of their recess and lunch just cos of some freaking project. it's inhumane. i mean it's total starvation. and you don't tell me that you haven't eaten yet. and you totally know that i have third lang after that. you do too. so like, just a short while to eat? oh no, i can't. i have to stay in the com lab and do science! oh yeah, just great. and i'm glad we didnt finish because this is so irritating. you're like some old granny who nags and nags and nags. do you realise how irritating it is? i mean, YEAH we're ON IT. can't you see? and like, we're trying to make it work. so why must you keep pestering us to print it print it print it? do you want us to do that to you? no right? well put yourself in our shoes. would you like it? no. so don't do that to us. okay?


we watched the abortion video today. emma got sick. she nauseated O: emma get well! (: i think she shouldnt watch the childbirth video. i think if i watch it, i'll just die. ohwell.

shimin didnt come for jap again. she's missing out on a lot. serious. hope she does well for ca1 despite all this! hahaha and kunhang is so funny XD "excuse me, you really shouldn't eat so much" like, wow. so daring la! O:


anyway. i'm still hungry. there's nothing to eat at home. there's ben&jerry's. but if i eat ice-cream on an empty stomach i'll get severe stomachache. i've tried it. so i shan't be stupid and try again.
oh and i love tangyuans (: but i do not love blacksesamesoup without sugar. eeeks.

hahahaha WHEE! what an EVENTFUL and FUNFUNFUN day! (:
haha i kinda ignored sunlao (dont we always /=) during pccg :D and we did some proposal thing which we wrote a whole lot of rubbish on :)
and then was lang arts. was it lang arts? no. science. i tried to take down notes. and then before i finished copying, she changed the slide. it happened twice and i got fed up. and i didnt copy it in the end. =x
haha then recess i went to find mrs tan with soohan and then we went to the canteen (: ate bake deli. whee. i hate tuna. so i didnt buy it. XD!
lang arts -.- i wrote michelle's letter throughout lang arts. gail was writing charmaine's letter too! XD! we're goooood girls (:
mm then it was home econs. quite stressful. tried to finish on time. hahaha ms wong liked ours! (: and xinyi accidentally burnt chentian ): but its not so pain now according to ct (: GET WELL SOON!
lunch was eaten up cos we spent too much time cleaning the kitchen. and then i went to deliver michelle's letter and we went back to class. the bell rang. so sunlao came lor. and we did the baozhi rubbish again. SO BORING CAN! and gail and i went nuts ._. seriously nuts. GAIL STARTED IT! and then i got influenced cos i heard a piece of bad news and i went nuts too. and we presented our racism thingy. and i think we're gonna fail. so we wanna represent. anyway during presentation i went nuts. so, ya. XD!
and then we had GUIDES! (: (: (: hahahaha TODAY GUIDES ROCKED! although it was very tiring it was very nice (((: we discussed the indoor cooking thing. or rather, rachel and olivia discussed it. and yibing (x she came over to help us after rachel went off. haha rachel is funny (x she was like patting my back and saying "iris must talk more, we're one big family!" and olivia was laughing like nuts and saying how cliche-d that was XD!! but anyway it's nice (:
whee then it was FOOTDRILL (: it was raining! so we did in the rain YAY! very cooling :D we practiced the parade twice. then we went indoors to do stationary drills. laughed a lot cos of tricia's boots which were coming out? haha and laughed about a lot of things la. haha and anna said our sedia and senangdiri is quite good. wheee~
hoho after footdrill during debrief then the FCs were like asking what the 4 main points of footdrill were. and then sandy said "look up" and i said "stand straight" but then it wasnt one of the 4 main points but it was still important. haha.

whoo then time to go home hehehe. evelyn and i walked to the audi there. (: on the way, outside the classrooms there, there were like so many snails. and i was freaking out. im scared of snails ._. ya so i was grabbing onto evelyn's arm. and then we walked past the podium where huibin, rachel, hongling and [cant remember who] were there. and then huibin pointed to my shoe and said "hey a snail!" and i screamed!! but there was like nothing there la. so malu x_x ahaha and hongling they all were saying "aiyo you bully junior" or something like that. i was too freaked out to remember. eeps. haha and then huibin walked towards me saying "im a snail...." and i looked at her and walked away, still on tippytoes. XD i cant believe i malu-ed myself until like that la. huibin is evil! rawr hahaha but funny (x

wheee so overall guides today was funfunfun (: although my legs almost died but nevermind. cos my stamping has wondrously improved (: wheeee! :D next week footdrill again. hope it'll be fun like today :D

yays (:

oh and we were supposed to get our classtees today. but we didnt. ah well. i just wanna see the design, see whether nice or not. x_X


*iloveevelyn!(: ^andyb!

im having a mental breakdown right now.
seriously. im on the verge of tears.
i probably havent handed in a single piece of work on time for who-knows-how-long. with the exception of ws3.2 today. and my zuowen's not finished. i've got no inspiration. i'm just not motivated in any way.
i've no way to alter my belt. so i'll just have to be killed tomorrow.
there's no one to fetch me home. there's so much to bring home. and it takes 2 hours to reach home. at 7pm. there's no seat on the bus nor train. orchard road has traffic jam, little india has traffic jam, geylang has slight traffic jam.

im seriously gonna cry.

just now we almost encountered a car accident.
some dumb lorry almost crashed into our car. and it almost hit the left side of the hood. i sit at the left. in the front. you know how close that was to dying? well it was. or at least getting injured.
it's freaky.

and now im totally being ignored.
ignored by even my mortal. i cant believe it. and my mum.

i hate my life.
but i dont want to die.

you'll start to cherish your life once you've experienced something that brought you very close to dying.
so i'm gonna cherish mine
although things arent going very well at the moment.

so many projects are being thrown at us
there's a presentation for cme tomorrow.
and there's om. jy's taking charge of om a bit too much, i reckon. shant elaborate.
and home econs. soohan badly wants to do well. i want to do well too. but there's a gut feeling which tells me that we wont.
and science sia. it's due on monday. we havent met up even once. havent even finished anything. and right now is our first meeting. wonderful, yea?

it's already sec2. its the most important year ever. i want triple science. but it'll only be a dream.

mental breakdown. its not a good thing.

ok. i guess i kinda agree with her.
we live by intimidation.
you all intimidate us. it's like, whenever we do something, we'd worry about how you'd react, what you'd do. it's living in a life of fear.
maybe that's why we do what we do. because you all scare us.
i guess it's pretty much the reason i cried during choral nite practice. i was scared you'd scold me for not really knowing the dance. scared you'd give bad comments. scared you'd get angry at me. scared about everything. i denied it then, but now im confessing it. im scared of you all.
i always wonder if what i do would just make you hate me more or just plot something against me. i wonder if whatever you talk about is about me. its just fearing that you'd do something really really bad that'd hurt me real bad.
and although i dont like living under the pressure of this, i cant help but face the music. i brought it upon myself, yeah. but ohwell.
i guess i'll forever be afraid of you all.
you all may say you're nice and all, but have you ever realised that to others you might not actually be nice, but a scary person? the class follows by intimidation as well. they're all afraid that you'd get angry at them and shoot glares at them. im sure you all know what it feels like to be glared at. and it's not a good feeling. no normal human would like it. neither do i.

im sorry but i just cant help feeling this intense fear of what you'd do to me next*

see, we're united.
you see how much fun we all have together without you?
we laugh, we play, we have SO MUCH FUN. without you. we are united. and anyway, while we have so much fun, you all roll your eyes at us. why? are you jealous that we can have so much fun and you cant?
and now she writes about you and you just say it's mean. if i write about you, you curse and yell and plot revenge. thanks a lot, ya?
i totally cannot stand you. someone writes a good compo, just appreciate it ok? don't critisize or anything. can you write one as good as that? well PROVE IT, then.

haha anyway we danced cancan for 45 mins today! we're gonna do it again tomorrow. yeah man! qian took 6 videos of us :) whooo!!
and oh man. i think *she is so disgusting can. talk about bad fashion sense? and cant you just make an effort to conceal some stuff -.- like your fat gluteus maximus XD!!
hoho and poor qian. *she sat on qian's chair. for like the ENTIRE LESSON. and i saved eunice by taking her chair to sit on :D whoo! oh and she took off her specs when she talked to bianca. ohmy she looks like a monster or something without her specs... sorry. but she looks better with specs. although not much. (x


*JUST GO AWAY AND STOP BOTHERING US.

YOU TREATED HER NICELY? ARE YOU SURE? HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT? WELL NO. YOU HAVENT. AND EVEN IF YOU TRY AND MAKE AN EFFORT TO UNITE THE CLASS, HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT MAYBE THE CLASS DOESNT LIKE YOU AND THAT NO ONE WILL LISTEN TO YOU? WE'RE SICK OF LISTENING TO YOU AND YOUR CLIQUE. WE'RE SICK OF YOU TRYING TO GET US TOGETHER BECAUSE WE CAN DO IT WITHOUT YOUR HELP. YOU KEEP SAYING THAT WE ARE NOT UNITED. CAN'T YOU MAKE AN EFFORT TO STOP BEING SUCH AN ASS AND BE A BETTER PERSON? YEAH YOU THINK YOU ALL ARE SO NICE. YOU'RE NOT. YOU HAVE NOT BEEN NICE TO ANYONE. I MEAN, YOU TALK BAD ABOUT PEOPLE BEHIND THEIR BACKS, YOU DO ALL THE RUBBISH AND YOU ALL LITTER AND DIRTY THE CLASS LIKE CRAZY AND YOU DON'T DO YOUR DUTIES AT ALL. YOU ALL KEEP TRYING TO CONTROL THE CLASS. AND YOU WANTED THE PROPOSAL FORMS TO PHOTOCOPY. THERE ARE ENOUGH FOR THE ENTIRE CLASS AND THERE IS NO NEED TO PHOTOCOPY IT ANYMORE. AND LIKE HELLO? YOU HAD TO WAIT FOR HENG TO PROMPT YOU BEFORE YOU GAVE OUT THE PROPOSALS. I THINK THAT IF SHE HAD NOT MENTIONED IT, NO ONE BUT YOU AND YOUR GANG WOULD HAVE GOTTEN THE PROPOSAL FORMS. YOU ALL KEEP ACTING LIKE THE BIG BOSS OF THE CLASS. WELL YOU'RE NOT. YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO IS TRYING TO GET THE CLASS TO UNITE? WELL LET ME TELL YOU THIS ONE THING. OUR CLASS IS UNITED. IT'S YOU ALL. IT'S YOU ALL WHO ARE NOT UNITED WITH US. IT'S 29 AGAINST 7.

ok wait. for now i'm only referring to 1 person. you you you you you. how i hate you so. irritant.

ohhhh bianca just called me. wow she sounds so sweet on the phoneeee. pay 29bucks tomorrow. her sweetness inspired me to pay. what rubbish. aiya just pay la. irk jean if you dont want the boots cos of the freaking crease. just TELL ME right? dont go and tell some long grandmother grandfather story just to conclude that you dont want the boots. -.-

im changing my blog url.

hmm. shall blog (x after a (long?) time. whee
kaes i have lotsa things to blog about ._.

OH SHUCKS. art. shall do it later :D

sighhh. math is so.. hard. and complicated. T_T then i can't solve anything and then i get sad. haha vic.. grawr.
yayyy i love faith :D oh speaking of which, i owe her a letter (x we're TWINS! on sunday we both wore the same earrings and we both wore roxy tees! it was ENTIRELY COINCIDENTAL. no planning beforehand. :D we have TELEPATHY! woots!
oh oh and then I FOUND 4BUCKS ON THE FLOORRRRR (x at the side gate of church there hahahaha. it was someone's angpow money la! sorry person. but you dropped it so.. (: and it was 2 polymer notes in running order (obviously angpow money) yep! so i gave 2bucks to rachel since she was next to me :D and we deprived jessie of her share :D aw man i didnt give faith ): cos she went off. ffffaaaaiiiittthhhh!!!
sigh om. its so stressful. and these days i've been so pissed at various things (refer to previous posts XD!) that i dont feel like doing om la.
and i havent bought soohan's present. OH YANNIE'S PRESENT! by hook or by crook i MUST give her tomorrow. i feel that it's been rotting on my table for too long. since 200106 i think. (x 2 weeks? dont know. hahaha sorry yannieeee (: oh and yannie got an ipod O: *jealous.rawr* i want! bleh. to think i have 2 shuffles and not a single ipod. ok no relevance. nvm.
hoho today on the 67 i passed by littleindia and i saw TAONANITES! O: O: O: they were having their annual littleindia/kampongglam/chinatown trip hahaha we had in every year since p3 i think. haha a day of slacking :D and we dont even do the worksheet! ooops (:
ah and qitian and claire dropped off at little india station. wonder why. NORTHEASTLINE! i want ):
i almost slept past my stop x_x but then evelyn :D! called me to ask me where to order classtee and woke me up haha. poof their class tee is going to be 20bucks too! i guess that kinda shooes away the anger over expensive classtee. cos at least now i know that it's just not a super expensive shop but a super expensive design. and according to jy, if it were on orange tee it would be 28. thank god it's white. i think i can tolerate white la. but white is sometimes rather transparent. quite irritating. and white gets dirty easily. I WANT POLO TEE!! polo tee is nice. oh nvm. and this reminds me that the 8am seniors' batch tee is also white. ohh i havent ironed on the design. eeps. shall do it asap (x
hoho michelle writes me like 3 letters a day (: michelle is nice! and liyi hasnt replied in 2 weeks. ): sad.
i think i killed history test! and possibly geog test. but geog test made my hand go numb -.- and then i crapped up the last part of history test. i wanted to write source, i wrote saying. WHAT THE!! ):

hoho my resolution for newyear (whichwaslongago) was to not say any bad words. i suppose it's working out. but today i said f--- cos gail searched that word on the wudi and then i was reading the sentence. shucks shucks shucks. haha and the crude word for faeces is also not allowed. ah. a lot of stuff arent allowed. my bro and i's rules (x

shall go do art. NEED TO OUTLINE? yannie outlined. ct outlined. no one else outlined. /=

ahh my carrot for this year shall be an ipod/a new handphone. the crack.. ): but i'll get a new phone when my plan ends ((:
and my dad thinks camera phones arent allowed in school. O:

okays BYEBYE!


^{i just want to forget about this. you once asked why i never looked dao when i walked on the streets. well these days i kinda always do. but from now onwards. im gonna keep smiling. HAPPY-GO-LUCKY. and i wont let you bother me. .oblivious.
lulu jiayou(: just ignore!}

why. why. why.
i dont know why, but i'm so paranoid.
like, i see something bad.
and immediately i think it's about me
then i reflect.
but i dont seem to have done anything wrong
then i get pissed at you.

irk.


evelyn's my nice comfort pillow (: writing to her makes me happy and rids me of my woes (: i love evelyn!

_{&seeing*youwaveatmeandsmilereallybigtoo!loveyouloads(:}

irk i'm pissed.

again.

and a lot of things are making me more pissed.
like the stupid splinter i have in my little finger which i suspect was from suicide window (x which totally hurts. but nvr mind (:
and certain people who are kinda getting on my nerves. ><
and now everyone went offline and i just got more pissed. cos i was like typing something and then poof. -.-
and then sunlao got on my nerves. irk. making me go back to my disgusting heng-contaminated seat. double irk.

oh and the thing that really freaked me out today.. was that SHE sat on my seat. and was like touching my table and everything. EEEWWW!!!! and SHE sat on chinny's and eugena's seat. sad.
haha and we baked cookies (: which rocked. i gave sarahlim a cookie but didnt give sarahsiau a cookie. waha i know i rock (x

whoo guides. hahahaha. i hate footdrill! but i love guides (x ok that's spastic. but nevermind (: haha i think our batch has pretty much bonded la. except for those that everyone dislikes (: but! i shan't give names. so as not to cause hurt to anyone. aiya but that person is like so obviously her. but forget it. anywayyy. haha so our batch is kinda separated? dont know. like, the eighters are together.. ya. it's basically like people go in their classes. except some. like yenjin+sandy go together. and i go with evelyn (x ya and xinyi goes with kaiyun (sometimes..) but mostly she goes with jean la. ya. cliquey (x but still united. kinda. well. MORE UNITED THAN OUR CLASS. wth. if u keep saying that we arent united. why dont you make an effort? -.-

haha no offence ethel i think your blogskin is ugly. aww maan ): sorryyyy

PRESENTS! i need to get PRESENTS! tsk.

i want to reply evelyn. haha i just have a whole lot of things to say. haha.

ok om meeting tomorrow. somehow i want us to all concentrate together. ya duh we all (with exceptions) want that. me, ct, sh, xy. we want the concentration to be there. but. irk. like previous meeting. countless times we told them to listen. yet they went back to their books. sorry la. but i seriously think you're being very irresponsible. we're trying to do work. and it's GROUPwork. yeah. so, yeah. hope they cooperate! (:


I LOVE EVELYN! ^andbelovedyb <3333! ((: and not forgetting, SOOT!

i shall blog about today. all about today.

which is probably the worst day of 2006.

but i can't be too sure yet.


im pissed, hungry, angry and tired. what's that mean? irritable.
shall start from pe. mmhm. pe was nice (: the throws assessment and batting assessment. it's nice. and vic rocks 25/30 (x
then was geog. i listened for 3/4 of the lesson. sorryyy. and i took down loads of notes O:

then was recess. hmm what did i do. went to popular.

ah, popular.

*she got angry. /= ehh but she was the nearest person when i turned so i just randomly asked her to go. anyway i didnt know she wanted to buy la. i mean, does she look like the kind who'd buy ziggys? not really. and who'd have known? so.. sorry la. even though u might not see this. /=
ah and we all coincidentally bought the same colour marker. (x
after that we went to the canteen and ate. and ran back to class -.-

then was OM! <3 haha when mr han came, the entire class was in class. so we greeted him. and it was like a super loud greeting. and he was glad. hahaha spastic. and then jamestan came. and he asked if mrhan wanted the 2 grps in the class. mrhan said a straight "no" O: sounds so mean (x but nvm haha
then it was.. CHINESE! frankly speaking, i didnt listen. at all. oops. and haha. it seems her wardrobe changed A BIT. but she wore the pink tee and maroon skirt ytd. -.-!
whoo after that had footdrill during lunch. what's so whoo about that. uh actually i expected it to be quite ok. but then we ran uh. 10 laps? are they called laps. guess so. across the carpark. ya and halfway my chest had this burning feeling. but cannot stop. ._. so ya. i almost died. O: and i mean died.
ya then i was sweating la. rawr. and then footdrill. ahhh crapped up ): kept making mistakes ): and then fcs were pissed. ): and then. the ultimate.

KELUAR BARIS.

ohmygosh. i cant believe it la. i mean, it's XINYI and JEAN and SWEE HOON! MUGGERS! O: and they READ THE FOOTDRILL NOTES! but they didnt know what keluar baris was. and then i thought I was the wrong one. and i was panicking. cos i was wondering why on earth it was wrong when it was correct?! so then anna said how come only i knew what keluar baris was [but i did not do properly O:]. then i knew i was correct. whews. eh but turns out they all still don't take the hint and continue doing the same thing. and over and over again. and now we have no more lunchtime footdrill sessions. cos fcs were too angry. sssooorrrryyy T__T
yeah so after footdrill, we rushed back to class. i realised how weak my hands were. couldnt write ): i tried to pass a note to ct and sh but it turned out like rubbish. i passed it anyway. and i was all red. like a lobster.

theory: i look redder than other guides cos im fairer than most people in guides. so actually it's the same tone of red. except on different skin colour. so stop looking at me like i'm crazy if i turn all red. -.- its really freaky.

ya and we reached class JUST before mslim. hahahaha
then for some unexplainable reason i couldnt concentrate during science. ): copied a bit of notes. nvm shall revise. yep.
after school xy, ct and i went many places haha.. ct went to change for fun. then we went to the canteen to get food. i got mamee and they got icecream. then we went to the tireswings. and we were swinging swinging. just as we were leaving, we saw.. XINYI'S MORTAL, SIMIN (i hope she sees this. although i highly doubt it.) and other onetenners. ya so we went off. and i was coughing like nuts. (x and we said hi to yumi and louisa on the way back. i bought a drink! for fun. haha. and we went back to class. *they were standing at the door. whatever back to you, losers. so we grabbed our bags and went to the com lab.
we saw mabel in the com lab. and rachelgoh O: i freaked la. but nvm x_x then we got 3 coms and did our flash + home econs. we finished flash! i finished home econs. dont know about them. and evelyn appeared (: with her friend gwendolyn. yuppers. then evelyn TRIED to pull my hair but i had fast reaction (: i turned. hahaha. and then after a while i went to poke her. and then poke gaomin who was near the printers. and i collected my stuff. home econs pics! (: then slacked around watching peeps do flash (x and then at dontknowwhattime, we went home. haha.
caught the bus and poof. sat next to a weirdo. fell asleep. (x just before cityhall, that guy cracked so many bones. his 10 fingers, his knuckles, his elbows, his shoulder. i never knew you could crack your elbows and shouulders. but he just showed me it's possible. i wont try it anyway. so freaky. and then i got off at cityhall! i was smsing evelyn on the bus yayyy (: then JUST NICE i got on the pasir ris train :D happy! haha. and my mum called me at eunos. she was shocked that within 30 mins or less, i reached eunos from orchard. im shocked too. wowww.
then walked home. i thought i was being stalked la. so i walked real fast. and reached home. and i tried to name my new penguin. but it still has no name. was deciding between bluey/fuzzy/rory/freaky (o.O) but havent chosen yet. let's wait a few more days. hahahahaha sorry penguinnnn (:

and i hope beehiang finds her dog! she seems distressed ):

homework to do (x : science ws 1.1, science ws 1.3, math ws 2.2, math cdws 2.2, write soot's letter, study humanities, copy geog notes, copy science notes. AHH! O:


ok byebye. ct have fun reading this longlong post. ha. now u know what happened to me. BAD DAY.
OH food's here.
shall make tagboard for our blog tomorrow (:
BYEBYE~